cant deal with life
I see my psych tomorrow at 11 am
unsure what he going to say about the OD i had a few weeks ago
unsure i should be called clean after i bruised my arm on as it was the only way i can now self injure since i have nothing else to hurt myself with
i want to drink and i want drugs my husband never gives me money and am never out on my own due to my mental health
me and my husband have been arguing a lot over the most stupid of things
i cant deal with life right now
i have no sponsor yet even though i go to AA witch i havent been to in 3 weeks as my nieces have been here for the last two weeks because of family stuff i cant go this saturday as it would mean my nieces would have to come with us and we dont trust them enough to be in the house on there own
unsure what to do
but am safe for the time being