Thanks everyone.
I just returned from my appointment. I was completely honest and we had a good discussion. She HIGHLY recommended AA and therapy and not medication. She referred to addiction as a disease with different degrees of severity and told me in AA to not look around and think about being better or worse then others.
Mostly, she was obsessed with my 4 month old who came with me
. And she reminded me to quit for him.
Looking into going to my first meeting today.