I'm the only one of us who has reached out for help......ever. They just think they are above me as they have been taught all through our childhoods. It's not true, as far as I'm concerned I've done more work and I've accomplished more than they ever thought I would. When I went to college they laughed and said I'd be there 1 semester........not true. I have 144 credits. When I got a job after college they laughed and said she'll be there until her first pay check. Then they started to change their tunes until I came back to town. Then they reverted to their old selves. When I got arrested for DUI......I never even thought to call them. I called my friends to pick me up.......because after all.......they don't even qualify as a friend let alone brothers. Do I sound bitter. I am.