Congrads on 90!! Im on 85 myself.. i hear ya on the mood swings.. i go to AA and everything my sponsor tells me but with little relief.. no urge to drink (praying takes care of that for me).. depression is my problem that is not seeming to let go easily.. ive spoke with a therapist as well. A drink for me isnt even an option so i guess i can be grateful for that, and that im alive.... keep it up!!