Thank you
It is tough. I know this disease doesn't care about me. But I'm at that point I'm okay with it. Literally yesterday I came home to him on the floor for 8 hrs. He was high and intoxicated. I checked to make sure he was breathing and then left. Today he is in his car right now, high as a kite and the neighbors are watching him mumble in his idiocy. I left him out there. Don't care. I stopped enabling a long time ago.