Hey pistol--sometimes those "cravings" can be thrown off track with a little chocolate
"fix"--I suggest to my sponsees to carry little hershey kisses with them as an emergency stash. You may find it helpful--good for you for coming back--you're not a failure as long as you keep trying. It is helpful as mentioned before to ask God to keep you sober in the morning (on your knees). At the beginning of the meeting they read the "rarely have we seen a person fail (chapter)--I love the a/b/c part A they we were alcoholic and could not manage our own life--B-That no human power could restore us to sanity/ and C--THAT GOD COULD AND WOULD IF HE WERE SOUGHT. That's a beautiful promise. Blessings