Thanks for the responses, and I will check out that video sometime.
I left a card and letter outside her Apartment door (since she made it pretty clear she doesnt want to talk) trying to explain stuff and tell her my honest feelings about her. She's a strong personality so I have a feeling she is going to stand firm/resolute (she seemed very adamant), and it wouldnt shock me if she saw it and threw it away without even reading it. At least I tried. Id like to hear from her, but if I dont life will go on all the same.