Hey All
I haven't been around in awhile and surprise surprise, it is because I was drinking. I have the tools to stop, I have written out all my plans and yet, then its like, why the heck not. I don't have anything else to do.
Id loved to hear some words of support & encouragement. My therapist is really good, but he isn't around all the time. I am not working so I can pretty much do whatever.
I am just so tired of alcohol. Like I would rather have people say "she has a cocaine addiction" than say I am an alcoholic.