Originally Posted by
Jillybean31 
Jsbodhi- you are right- If I drink I will get drunk no doubt and tell him how I really feel lol . I am loving the sober feel so far but I think he may be having a hard time with it. He asked me if I could drink the rest of the alcohol in the house and then decide to stop because he didn't want me to waste it. really?
Thank you
Hi Jillybean
I know I have a really hard time diplomatically and sensatively asserting myself when I'm sober. I'll just pen things up and let them simmer in a soup of resentment. That triggers me to drink...and then when I do, stand back. All that resentment comes tearing out...and I assert myself in all the wrong ways. Maybe try telling him today, in a calm way, how you really feel...after you've figured out how you really do feel. I would dump the alcohol regardless of cost. Tell him the cost to your soul is far greater. Hang in there.