Those first 90 days are the hardest part of getting sober. Don't make the mistake that so many do and keep doing the hardest part over and over. You really need to be patient and wait for the magic to happen. One day probably within the next year you will realize you went a whole a day without even thinking of alcohol. That person you were before alcohol ever even entered your life will return and you will love it. The enslavement of alcoholism will finally be gone.
The 90 day mark was a huge milestone for me as it really was pretty much smooth sailing from there on out. If I equipped myself with the tools I needed to support my recovery from this nightmare of a disease, I knew I was going to be okay and make it. It was and still is so liberating. Don't spoil those 90 days of hard work by listening to your AV telling you to drink this poison. Make your self very aware that that AV would love nothing more than to see you dead.