I think you can do it
It wasn't gratitude list, happy happy happy at three months for me either.
I had some wicked kindling and pretty significant hand tremors, paranoia,
anxiety and insomnia still happening about that time,
but it did gradually abate.
I don't think you should base your judgement of how sobriety is, and risk it,
at three months.
It takes time to heal and to feel better mentally.
You've come this far. . . trudge on dear friend. . .
Still early days but a huge step in the right direction