darling....don't do the online experience with dating. Just don't. That placed drips with danger and disappointment.
You have a lot going on for you---and you certainly have the ability to meet people.
Work on yourself, first....and, when the time is right....they will appear....have faith.
dandylion
Lol....in economics....I could get as far as understanding barter.....then, I got as lost as a little girl in the forest.....