Originally Posted by
AnvilheadII 
it wasn't THAT long ago aly......about a year right? you are still very much YOU.....just a bit dinged up.
i'm off to vegas in two weeks for a conference myself. not speaking tho......yah, no thanks. can i ask what you are presenting??
You are right, just wish I could return the experience and not have had it. It wasn't worth the very little good that came with it. I'm trying to keep reminding myself that I AM worthy of real love and kindness.
Speaking about...here comes the boring part...how to form a new securities sponsor, in other words form a company to sell securities to raise equity to buy commercial assets. And I have to introduce the guy that produced the documentary FrackNation for a general session.
Thanks for your continued support. I've just never struggled this hard to get past a relationship. I've even started actively online dating to try and force myself out of this rut but that may be hurting my ego in the process and making things worse.