Thank you purple night and everyone who was posting last night. If there was wine or beer on the house I wouldn't have made it or if I didn't have this forum to keep me accountable. I wrote to a new psycologist last night my old one is no longer at the email I have for her. (And wasn't covered by me benefits). Tomorrow is thanksgiving and day 9 oops I got a little happy writing that :P I NEVER thought I could do this long. Bad feelings are there whether I drink or not it seems so now that I don't have booze stopping me I can start working on them.