Posting again to increase my resolve for tonight. Damn, I wish I didn't have to do this and I know one day I will reach the point where I don't have to think about not drinking, but while I'm closer I'm not there yet. I know it can be done because many have done it before me and I reached that state a long time ago with cigarettes. Yes, cigarettes, an odd thing for someone with asthma and is an athlete to be involved with. I smoked, sometimes a pack a day, for about 8 years, stopping in my early 20's. Last one to touch my lips was almost 34 years ago.
A promise to myself and SR: I have two objectives tonight; in no particular order one is to enjoy myself and the second is to be sober. As I've written before, consider it done!