We all simply want you and others to beat this, so the questions are nothing more than genuine concern, as sadly some don't make it back for a 2nd or 3rd thread post, so sometimes there may be only one shot to get a person thinking.
I'd concentrate and be encouraged by your couple of months of Sobreity, you didn't make it that far without some real tools and resources to hand, this doesn't take that away.
Keep moving forward, draw an immediate line under it, you can do this!!
