Thread: Not doing well
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Old 10-08-2015, 03:45 PM
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zjw
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above all I have not had a drink.
Last night at dinner I was eyeing the drink menu thinking hey, one ain't gonna kill me now.
Last night also while here I thought, one to take the edge off til tomorrow, at this point one won't do major damage.
However I refrained and I still count that.
Also no valium today.
many days in early sobriety THAT was all that i had to be thankful for or be positive about. was like well this day was another day of utter trash GRRR BUT i stayed sober at least whatever thats worth and i'd be ok with that much.

the days do get better tho. and be thankful that you have that much to be thankful for! some people dont even have that.
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