I can totally agree with your thinking, especially the past couple weeks!
I have done lots of tests so far but not the one to either dismiss my fears or confirm them etc. The doctor wont do that test until I go through my antibiotics for a couple weeks to make sure that isn't it.
I basically cant enjoy food, at all, and that was one thing that while drinking that i LOVED to enjoy, having a 6 pack of beer and my favorite pizza sounds so good right now. Even just the pizza but itll make me super nauseated about 10 minutes after like any good food does.
I really think we will be fine to be honest and this too will pass even though our minds are screaming NO YOU ARE GOING TO DIE!!!!
I have to wait possibly 2 weeks or more to get another test done to get rid of my worry, meanwhile its nausea, nightmares, insomnia, horrible work related anxiety and depression.