I am eating valium. I already know it's going to be tests, scary possibilities, more agonizing waiting. There's nothing good about going to the dr it just confirms my worst fears. It's not good to go. I'm just going to get a death sentence basically. I don't know why anyone would be glad for that. It's horrifying. They don't fix you they just doom you to illness and horrible waiting and testing. I'm probably getting right back on the valium. This is not worth getting sober for. Not one bit. It's just been a worsening nightmare since I quit and seems to have gotten worse a lot quicker since I quit.