Originally Posted by Jeffery909

I'm struggling badly in my addiction. I've been making excuses and watching myself use while a part of me is dying inside. I don't want to be like this and I know I have to do something today! I'm afraid of overdosing and leaving my friends and family with that horrible scar. I have an extreme personality and do everything in excess. Someone please give me some feedback. My heart hurts and I can't do this alone!