Today is going to be a challenge
So it's Day 4.
Days 1-3 have not been too bad, despite thinking about booze constantly I haven't been tempted but that's simply as I've had three very early starts in the past 3 days and had no choice but to stay sober.
I had hoped today would be okay as the past few days were. But the psychological noise is there.
I finish work at 5 and all I have to do tomorrow is go to a short meeting at Uni at 4:40 and that's it.
Between leaving work and getting home I will pass four places I can buy booze and I honestly don't know how I'm going to manage to not.
I also can't drink Tuesday or Friday so my mind is going
"Go on- Sunday and Thursday you can drink! Twice in one week is better than your usual 4 or 5 times! Come on!"
Twice in a week is an improvement but it would of course only be this week because of circumstances. The drunk brain is trying to lure me and I honestly don't know if I can resist.
The only real hope is that work gets busy as ill be shattered and be more likely to go straight home but Christ this is difficult
I had to post because my brain is just trying too hard to tempt me