I am writing this with my head hung low. I drank last night. Day 1 all over again. I need to get to AA or something. I can't figure out how to not turn to alcohol when i have a bad day, or am stressed, bored etc. I feel like this is also so hard because my husband is an alcoholic too. He wants to quit just as much as me but we are bad for each other when it comes to drinking. We talk each other in to doing it which is pretty easy to do when you are a drunk.