We cannot define our own problems based on how we view others.
By posting here it is a real concern of yours. And it should be. As Ruby said, and others, it never gets better or easier the longer you continue to drink. If you are having trouble stopping for just a week or more, then you should seriously consider giving it up completely. Many people continue to drink more and more without even realizing it. Then one day they wake and it occurs to them they drink twice what they did a year ago. And the longer you wait, the more difficult it becomes.
It happens.