maybe going backwards ?
Getting tired of these defects of character !!
I'm not sure of what is going on ?
8 years without a drink and right when I was starting to think that some of these character defects I would never be free of, I think that there has been a period of spiritual growth here lately.
Sometimes it seems to take forever -- does it not ?
If I (we) were drinking today,
would we be seeing any real growth in ourselves ?
I'm thinking not much -- possibly none -- maybe going backwards ?
MB