Leshar
just wanna leap through here and give you a big hug.
I do recall this happening when you went off your Antis last time honey?
It's a pattern.
Your sadness starts to overwhelm you & that's just no way to live.
This 'friend' doesn't seem to understand the gravity of your situation re the drinking etc.
If she doesn't think you have a problem , she doesn't understand drinking and its consequences.
I'm so pleased you are sorting through Larrys papers and things. It's been a long time and this can be your beginning to heal moment.
I cried thru my physio apt a few weeks ago , so don't be ashamed ! Life happens , feelings happen. We don't know when and where this will occur.
Know that we all here love you dearly.
You are an absolute sweetheart and we have all been thru so much together .
I hate knowing you feel this way , it upsets me.
I wish you lived closer. I would be there in a heartbeat for a coffee and some hugs xxxxx
