Wow -- I'm so sorry to hear about that. I hope your recovery goes well and that you're not dealing with a lot of pain anymore.
I'd also like to thank you, TNT.
Many times, life can deal unfair hands. Things that are painful, unkind, frustrating and even life-changing. Drinking does nothing to make them better or make them go away. Your post has shown us that we can maintain sobriety even when we have to deal with seriously unpleasant stuff. I think that's a real service to our community.