Just saying hi, guys. Lots of pain which is frustrating but I'm trying to just think of one day at a time. I sorted out a big box of Larry's papers. Can you imagine, I've put off doing this for 8 years!! Just holed up, drank, and buried my head in the sand. It's time to grow up and face "stuff". I can't believe I've put off so much, lots more to do. Ah well, at least I've begun to tackle things.
Visited a friend today, I called her to visit as I haven't seen her in ages and I was feeling very lonely. Got a bit weepy and she said she doesn't like how serious I've become since I quit drinking. She doesn't think I have a problem. The friendship is changing. I'm sad about this. Am I boring, dull, not fun now? I know I'm struggling atm, but drinking is just not an option. Hope the crying will clear up. Cried throughout a chiropractor appt today. Thanks guys. So glad you are all here.