I feel your pain. Definitely glad you found this place for sure...I am 11 days sober now and Im loosing the urge and cravings slowly day by day.. you just have to make it out of hell week and stay strong. read and post here as much as you can, there is tons of support and understanding people. You're not a lone Steph. Msg anytime, I usually stay up late so.
Keep your head up.
Dru -