I think I'm ready for this situation to change. I know he's not changing anytime soon. A perfect example, he can't go more than a day without alcohol. Hasn't had any today, but tomm., a new day. My ah shows no remorse for his behavior. Not sure what he remembers, he thinks he remembers everything, but then calls me a liar. I don't like who I am becoming. I am beginning not to recognize the me who was happy, confident, and caring. She is slowly slipping away. I want me back!! I know I'm going to have to change things. If he doesn't move, I'm prepared to move. I don't have a lot, but don't require much. I might be able to find a small place of my own. I'm trying to stay strong. Again, it's the evening and he knows what I expect, but doesn't have the time to have a conversation with me, since he's so busy sitting in his chair!! LOL. I know it's not funny, but I'm the only one left that loves and supports him, but am the lowest person on my ah priority list. A total lack of respect!!!