i feel like I've been drugged for so long I have no clue how to live sober. I'm self aware I guess of how I am when drunk or medicated but have no idea how to be sober. I don't get the benefits other then losing weight, although I don't need to, not hiding vodka etc, not going to the pharmacy and not having withdrawals
Otherwise being sober is so boring. Don't get me wrong these are the thoughts I'm having that I'd love to change!