Drinking effs with your brain. It causes your receptors to miss fire and once they miss fire for so long, it takes a while to get them back into the swing of normality. You are going to have GOOD days and BAD days. Its how you deal with those bad days that defines us in getting sober. Its going to happen, and I now realize it was silly to think that if I just stopped all together my life would immediately change and it would all be smooth sailing from there. Nope-- things were tough, then good, then rough, then smooth. I think everyone has bad days, doesnt feel like getting out of bed, and just want to roll back over and forget about it.
I had to force myself to get out of a bed a few times over the past few weeks. It is what it is. And its how I deal with it that makes me the person who I am.