Originally Posted by
QuitForSon 
I end up convincing myself that I deserve a few beers and its only one day...
What's your commitment to sobriety if you are so easily talked out of it? Have you fully grasped "not drinking" in its totality? It's not something you can bargain with. You have to be all in. That means a program of recovery that affirms and maintains your desire to be sober.