Keep falling victim to the AV
Like the title states the AV keeps haunting me. I will go for a week or 2 then the AV kicks in and I end up convincing myself that I deserve a few beers and its only one day, well we all know that once the AV gets a taste it just wants more so I end up drinking for a day or 2 more then realise the mistake and quit again for a week or 2. Just writing this as it helps me fight the demon. The biggest problem is the depression I get after a couple of days off the wagon that will last for a few days. I am keeping busy with work, my son, and exercising but I still get bored/lonely and those were always my biggest triggers.