Leshar , darling one . I am so feeling for you right now & the pain you are in. But honey no amount of pain is worth that first drink.
I am so very proud of how far you have come . Yes you have done it really tough but if you think life is passionless and is this all there is .... Drinking will NOT fix any of that.
The sorrow & the crying have gotten to me too Leshar and look where I ended up .the crying is a release , it's better out than internalising it.
Don't go down that road I just did
It's full of more sorrow , guilt , pain regret , I could go on and on. I NEVER ant that for you.
It solves NOTHING, you are missing NOTHING. I promise you that from the bottom of my heart.
Keep posting honey, we are here for you to lean on , always.
We love you xx
Stay strong ️
