Hi all, the play was very good. I'm very weepy still, cried on the way home and cried at home. Seriously wanted to drink. I've been ill and in and out of hospital over the past 18 months. All since quitting drinking, when will I see some light? I don't know if I can be around my siblings when they can merrily drink and I can't. I know I'm an alcoholic, but I'm feeling a lot of resentment this last while. Life is passionless atm. Is this all there is in sobriety? What am I doing wrong? Will the sorrow and crying ever stop? Have to lean on you guys, I don't want to drink.
Thanks.