Never give up Goes! I lived a rockstar life as far as partying and drinking goes too. 21 years of no memories, wasted time that I won't get back, dead dreams, too many close calls that I can't count... not worth the pain. You never know when you will run out of tomorrows.
Get yourself straight again. You deserve it and deep down know you will enjoy the hell out of life when everything is more clear without the destruction and confusion of alcohol.
You had 100 days. That's great and you know how to get it back. Time to go to work. We are here when ever you need.