Even a rockstar can change their life GoesWithTheFlow.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ock-stars.html
I was a gigging musician. I used to blame 'the life' too.
The fact was I kept making bad choices. I knew they were bad choices but I kept making them because I was deathly scared of what my life would be like sober.
My sober life is awesome Goes - totally different to the life I used to lead, sure, but a million times better...
don't take 20 years to decide which life is better for you like I did.
You already know, Goes - you just need to find the courage to go for it.
(put me down as a vote for bed too - when you're in a hole, stop digging, man)
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