Guess I'll be the first to ask for help and reminders. I don't want to. I want to just run to the store, buy a four pack of beer, and not give anyone a chance to talk me out of it. It's Friday, my moms coming over and I'm cooking for her - I love to drink and cook - and it's much easier being around my mom with a buzz.
But... I just looked in the mirror and my face looks so good! Healthy, bloat is gone. I'm losing weight finally. I also want to get up tomorrow and jog- a good jog- not a sweat out the booze and suffer through it jog. Plus- if I drink tonight, I'm sure I will tomorrow when I'm alone and don't even have to hide it. My mood is improving every day. I have so much more patience at work and home with my own kids.
I think I may have talked myself out of it, ha!
I'm not out of the woods, but drinking sounds really stupid to me right now.