Welcome Rubyrosemalone! When I was first starting my sober journey I had many slips in the beginning. Each time, I would assess the situation and decide what triggered MY decision to drink. I kept reminding myself that nothing was forcing the drink into my hand. It was me picking up that drink. Me going to the store to buy it.
I even had about seven months sober and slipped. That time, I used my doctor as additional support and went back to taking a look at my plan. It's a constant work in progress but I know you can do it!