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Old 09-24-2015, 05:02 AM
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ClearEyes24
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Double Digits for Juno and I today! welcome SF and Cameron…..

Midton- you will feel better after a sleep! cravings kick in for me when I'm tired…(or hungry or angry or lonely)

I get the "kids as triggers" feelings….I have 3 teenagers and for the past decade, any backtalk, tears, issues, bad behavior made me IMMEDIATELY think of 5:00 when I could make it go away with gin. Although, I recognized the linkage-it didn't bother me…I could make my feelings of feeling helpless or stressed go away soon.

Kin- sounds like the cobwebs are clearing and you are looking at the some of the damage? the storm is over, the clean up begins. You can do this and you will look back when you hit day 50 and the mess will not seem as bad.

I love Dee's quote too SD….that was the mistake I made last FEB after 6 months of sobriety. I thought I had hit the 'reset button'
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