It would have been great had I been sober when my grandmother passed but it was not to be.
I do know that she loved me, warts and all, and that she wanted the best for me.
20 years on I can say I am a good person - I always was but I lost my way for a few years.
I've no doubt Larry loved you Leshar and thats means everything - not just the good bits.
He knew the real essential you and accepted you, warts and all too, just as you did him.
remember - hate the addiction, not the addict.
You're not a bad person Leshar - none of us are.
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