WELCOME !!! I can promise you that you have found a great place, with super supportive people. Sr has helped me more than I can even tell you. Excellent support, very KIND, caring, people who have all been there, and that seems to make the difference to me.
Hang out, and post your heart out, the more we "get out" of our head, the more it helps us in recovery!! You will also find that you help others just by posting.
Hang in there, and stick around, God Bless, Becky