Quest7...i read your original post again. And I hear what youre saying now. U said U dont have car or whatnot, i understand how youd not wanna participate. Go to a meeting elsewhere then. I know what youre saying...I had to reread. Ive been to AA Meetings and the entire meeting was a guy biitching about his wife, and i never went back to that meeting. Theres tons more. I felt same way, this isnt even helping me...but i found a different meeting, no problem. Your sponsor should take U. Good Luck!