Originally Posted by
Juno11 
Hang in there Cloel!! Kids need their Moms so much - my kids are 12, 14 and 16 and they still need and love me so much.
Thanks Juno. When I wasn't drinking (heavily) we had such a lovely relationship. We've both been through so much together. I don't want to screw that up. He's such an affectionate, caring kid and I've been truly blessed having such a sweet child. He doesn't deserve the cr@p I put him through with alcohol. He's already been through so much in his short life
Originally Posted by
Juno11 Today is Day 7 - one week since my last horrific binge. I have an all day appointment for my son today so will be a bit stressful/out of the routine. I'm determined not to let history repeat itself tonight.
You can do it! I hope the appointment goes well.