Cocaine will destroy everything you love. I am proud of you for making the choice to live instead of die. Cocaine is my AH DOC. Cocaine robs you of the ability to have emotion, it will take time to clear your mind and start to feel again. Take one moment at a time, eat really well, take a walk and gradually you will start to feel again. You must start talking about your addiction, go to a meeting and get it out.
I will pray for you!