So moved by the accountability posts.
I'm sorry that I haven't been around as much. Dealing with a little sadness and sometimes I have the tendency to hide away a bit. I will make a promise to check in more often. Sometimes I'm afraid what I post sounds silly or whatever but I want to be there for everyone here just as you have been here SO much for me. Have thought about if I did drink that I would just not come back and I'm getting that out of my head. Just focusing on not drinking no matter what and I will keep checking in no matter what. I'm going to do everything in my power to not drink but if I do, will come back and be honest about it.