I am sorry to hear you relapsed.
One of the things you might want to start thinking about is why you allowed yourself to pick up. What was the justification in your mind? If you encountered the same situation, how would you handle it differently?
I had some trying times in early sobriety, but as uncomfortable as they were, I had to work through them without the alcohol. It gets easier to deal with them without alcohol as time goes on.
Pick yourself up and dust yourself off. You can use this to make yourself a stronger and better in your sobriety.