Same here, Ruby. Now that I've been sober a while, I'm feeling the need to spread my wings. Staying sober is no longer the focus of my everyday life. I'm feeling stuck in a pattern I don't seem to be able to break out of. Time for some changing and evolving. Or at least some more fun. Had a discussion about that just last night with my guy friend. He said he wishes we had more fun together. That opened up a whole can of icky wormy worms but it did get me thinking.