PS This particular part of the Big Book might be helpful to you if you're interested in finding out more re what AA says about Higher Power / God...
http://www.aa.org/assets/en_US/en_bigbook_chapt4.pdf
And this section of the 12 and 12....
http://www.aa.org/assets/en_US/en_step2.pdf
And keep asking questions. It does us good to think about things so we can answer