Thanks for your responses. I think my 1st question may vary by person or afflitction. I hope I can rationally recover from alcohol. I am 71 days in but by no means cured. I was very tempted today. I had to dump some wine we had it in the house left over from the weekend.
I like aa and do mot plan on work the steps at this time. I like attending meets every other month or so.
After thinking about my second question I thought I was religous in the past but i never really had a relationship with a god or the god per se. I guess i should start small questioning religions aspects. I just can not rationally believe in some things christanity offers.
However, i think and agree with a few truths.
1. I appreciate the values and norals christanity and other religions use as guidance.
2. Nature/world/universe is incredible. It's hard to believe all of this just appeared randomly ie still open to a higher power being a god.
3. I will post future items in the spirituality forum. I hope i didnt offend anyone and thank again for your thoughts